How can I be so unfeeling How can I be so insensitive When I am just near Yet, I haven’t noticed your suffering I even talked to you I wonder if you hear me When you are full of sadness When you are full of pain Then I noticed your coldness Everyday you withdraw from me You have lost the luster And before my very eyes you wither away Deaf to my pleas Of coming back Frantically, I brought you back From where your spirit hide To forever escape my scrutiny To never feel abandoned and uncared By a mere mortal like me… My despair turned to anguish You have given me many chances Yet, I was reckless Never learned my lessons Now, you are just a limp And withered body A mummy of my old Lebanon. Forgive me. P.S. I am still deluding myself in hoping That one day you will smile again A tiny flicker of leaf will sprout From your wasted body